Wedding day

Wedding day
Isn't she beautiful!

Monday, July 19, 2010

Faith vs Works


You can have smoke and heat without a fire, but you can not have a fire without smoke or heat. It's the same with faith and works. I can go out and do good works and give to the poor and it not be the result of my faith in Jesus for my salvation but rather faith in my own efforts to get God's approval. But to know and trust in Jesus for deliverance from my broken nature and salvation from God's judgement of it without any outward evidence of this divine work is impossible. That's like saying I can stop your heart from beating and do it in such a way that know one looking at you from the outside could tell, like you would just go right on walking and talking and breathing like nothing has happened. Works do not save, but real faith in Jesus so changes us on the inside that you can tell from the outside. And this is not because the faith is great, it only need be as big as a muster seed. But it is because the object of the faith is so powerful. And it's not faith in what Jesus spoke or in his moral advise, but rather faith in who he is and what only he can do for us. JESUS IS THE SAVIOR!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Give us this day our daily bread


I have read the "Lord's Prayer" many times in the Gospel of Matthew but something new has occurred to me as I was thinking about the way Peterson wrote it in The Message. Where the NIV says, "give us this day our daily bread", Peterson writes, "Keep us alive with three square meals." Hmmmm

Now, I have also heard that Jesus was not giving us something to just repeat verbatim every time we pray but rather a guide for praying. That makes sense. And this portion represents the time to make petition of God for things we want and need. But note, in this prayer, this is the only time Jesus tells us to pray for something temporal and earthly. And when he does he says "daily bread". He tells us just to ask for what we need today, not for enough for tomorrow, just our food for today. And he reinforces this later in the sermon on the hillside when he tells us not to worry about tomorrow, for today has enough trouble of it's own.

So Jesus says I should ask for just enough for today for myself. Now we both know that most of us in America have more than we need already. Maybe the extra is for others. What do you think?

The second noble truth of the teachings of Buddha is: The principle cause of suffering is the attachment to "desire" or "craving" (tanha). Both desire to have (wanting) and desire not to have (aversion). Now Christians tend to think any thought that does not come from the bible or a Christian can't be true. That is just stupid. All truth is God's truth. Now I don't think everything Buddha said was right. He also taught that the end of suffering is found when we stop desiring. This is the state of Nirvana. I believe, rather, that I need to to desire after the right things, the things my Father has for me, the things he made me for. Suffering and discontentment come when I desire for things life withholds.

Maybe this is what Jesus was trying to teach us when he taught us to pray. We spend so much time asking for earthly things we don't need. All we need from this world right now is three squares. The abundance is found in Him.

And I also don't believe we can be free from suffering on this earth. I find nothing "good" about a Buddhist sitting Indian style in the state of Nirvana while children starve around him and the weak are oppressed by the evil men. But I do believe there is much suffering we bring on ourselves that Jesus can set us free from.

Now Jesus, you know I can not live out your example, so live your life in me. I love you!

Amen

Monday, March 3, 2008


But those who wait upon God get fresh strength.
They spread their wings and soar like eagles,
They run and don't get tired,
they walk and don't lag behind.

Isaiah 40:31, the message

What does it mean to "wait on God"? The New Living translations says, "trust in the LORD," here. This verse makes me think of spending time in God's presence for the same reason you eat food. You must have it. But it is even more than that. We were made for him, for his pleasure. And ask any parent or lover, there is no greater gift than time.

So it is no wonder I feel lost, without purpose, or melancholy when I go even a day without doing the only thing I really must do? Spend time in His presence. For truly this is "fresh strength"!

Now Father, help me to live my words. Amen.

Monday, January 21, 2008

A real man waits on the Lord


I had a good long talk with Brad Liebe the other day. Our conversation, in addition to other things I will mention later, led me to a very important conclusion for myself. Don't make any major decision without a clear word from God.

Now this may sound obvious to any follower of Christ who believes the Bible to be a reliable source of truth, but it is much harder to do than to say. We have all found ourselves in frustrating places in life filled with difficulty. All we can think about his how to get out of it. Or maybe the place we're at isn't so bad, but there is a "better" place we would like to be or a "better" activity or task we would like to be doing.

It is during this time that it can be a great temptation to say, " I feel led to go elsewhere or to do something new." You may even spiritualize it by saying you feel led by God. But knowing God has told you to do or go is completely different than feeling it. Frustration, discouragement, or difficulty are never dependable signs for discerning God's plan. Natural law will tell you that the right thing will usually be the most difficult. Though it can seem trite to hear or to even say in the midst of the valley, it is true that refinement only happens in the crucible, things grow in the valley and not on the mountain top, and the most productive vine is the one that is pruned regularly. Life is hard enough already. We don't need to make it any harder by venturing out on our own to live alone with the consequences of our decisions that we came by as the sole result of our limited knowledge and understanding.

I myself, over the last year, have sought my Father for direction in specific choices I have had to make. In my case, God usually answers with one of three responses; yes, no, or with silence. That last response is the difficult one. I have been led to believe that maybe God's silence is his way of saying, "this one is up to you". That is wrong! Silence is just that, silence, and if your boss tells you to do something, keep doing it till he says stop or do something else. If God is silent, stay put and stay busy.

Now I do believe there are choices everyday we can make without direct words from God since his written Word has already spoken very clearly on these issues. For instance, the Bible is very clear about loving others and ourselves. The Bible also gives very clear direction on the many financial decision we have to make everyday. Being generous, hard working, and avoiding debt are some of these guiding principles. But what about when there are long term commitments and choices to be made in the face of multiple righteous options?

Dan Betzer faced such a choice in December of 1986. At the time, Betzer was doing what could be described as his "dream job". Pastor Betzer has always spoken openly of his love for broadcasting and the news business. And in 1977 he was given the opportunity to combine this with his other passion, the ministry, when he was asked by the Assemblies of God in Springfield to run the revival time radio ministry (http://www.revivaltime.ag.org/revivaltime/Betzer.htm)
In addition he became the host of the show a at the retirement of C.M. Ward the following year.

So why would he leave this secure and fulfilling position preaching the Gospel around the world to uproot his family and move to Ft. Myers Florida? It must have been a great situation to come into right? I don't know all the details but First Assembly had just come through a difficulty time. The senior pastor had resigned for moral reasons and after that almost half the church left to start a new church across town. Oh yeah, and the church which had shrunk to around 800 people had a debt of about 3.5 million dollars I believe. In today's dollars that would be equal to over $20,000 per family in the church. And that's a conservative estimate. This what Pastor Betzer faced by choosing to pastor at First Assembly. So you can see why he wrestled so with the decision to come. For surely it would not be easy.

And his knowledge was so limited. From his perspective in 1986 he could not see the victories that would lye ahead. He could not see a church of 5,000 with even more ministry tools and buildings and with $0 debt. He could not see the 1,000+ churches that would be planted and the millions of dollars that would be given to missionaries and missions projects around the world. He couldn't see me, Jonathan Hart. I came to this church in 1988 at the age of eleven and it is because of this church that I have grown up around a culture where Pastor Betzer has taught us to dream big and to view the world as a global harvest field full of opportunity. Pastor Betzer could not see the countless lives that would be changed. And that is precisely why he spent that whole night in December 1986 praying and asking God for a clear word instructing him on what he should do.

I want to be a man like this. I want to look back on my life like Brad Liebe can and Dan Betzer can and say, "God told me to. I obeyed, and look at what my God has done!"

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Compassion

"Earnestly ask God for a compassionate heart, and then act like you have one until he answers your prayer. " - Jonathan Hart